Considering no one reads this, I can safely say I don't write for attention.

I genuinely feel like he would rather spend his time with his friends than with me.

Like they're more fun and they make him happier than I do.

Why can't you just see that I just miss you and want to talk to you? You want almost nothing to do with me... you tell me you miss me as you ignore me for your friends. This is a constant, constant thing ever since you started seeing these people..

Tomorrow is our six month anniversary and he could not care less. He's busy all night with his friends playing computer games. Six months is supposed to be a big deal and he basically plans on ignoring me until tomorrow and then actually bothering to take the time to call me (how generous).

I can't think of a time where he has just stopped and thought about how I feel and what might make me happy. I can't believe after all the shit we've been through lately he still hasn't realized how unhappy I am when he spends every waking hour with his friends, and not a minute talking to me.

All he ever does is tell me how annoying I am lately. I really don't think he loves me anymore..