How things change***
This has turned into the chronicles of my dating life, hasn't it?
This past month has been wild. I mean really wild. I have started seeing Andy. Andy is a very old friend of mine. We started working at Toys R Us in 2003 and that is where we met. In 2005 I started to like him and we spent a good deal of time together but neither of us was ready for a relationship.. whatever we had ended after about a month.
This time around is unbelievable. It started out as us just hanging out as per usual-- every six months or so we have gone out to lunch together but this time I suggested drinks. We ended up staying out all night and the rest is mostly history. I realized for the second time how incredible of a person he is and that I'd be a fool not to see if something came of this. I didn't have any expectations...but something did! YAY!
The past week or so have been really telling. We have such a passion for each other..everything we do together is fueled by something deeper. I can see how he feels in the way he looks at me, and the way he holds me tighter than anybody ever has. He has done more for me in a week than anybody I've dated ever has. He has inspired me to want to DO things like write, and paint, and learn piano again. When we went out to eat and his food came out first, he didn't touch it until mine came out.
He danced with me on New Year's Eve, and he slow danced with me last night at a bar. The way we smile each other is different than anything I've ever been a part of. This is huge; this is magical; this could possibly be 'it'. I'm so excited. :)
This past month has been wild. I mean really wild. I have started seeing Andy. Andy is a very old friend of mine. We started working at Toys R Us in 2003 and that is where we met. In 2005 I started to like him and we spent a good deal of time together but neither of us was ready for a relationship.. whatever we had ended after about a month.
This time around is unbelievable. It started out as us just hanging out as per usual-- every six months or so we have gone out to lunch together but this time I suggested drinks. We ended up staying out all night and the rest is mostly history. I realized for the second time how incredible of a person he is and that I'd be a fool not to see if something came of this. I didn't have any expectations...but something did! YAY!
The past week or so have been really telling. We have such a passion for each other..everything we do together is fueled by something deeper. I can see how he feels in the way he looks at me, and the way he holds me tighter than anybody ever has. He has done more for me in a week than anybody I've dated ever has. He has inspired me to want to DO things like write, and paint, and learn piano again. When we went out to eat and his food came out first, he didn't touch it until mine came out.
He danced with me on New Year's Eve, and he slow danced with me last night at a bar. The way we smile each other is different than anything I've ever been a part of. This is huge; this is magical; this could possibly be 'it'. I'm so excited. :)
posted by Stacey @ 8:59 PM
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