"Fuck."

I'm in such a pissy fucking mood. Onnnn Monday night I wanted to have a "serious talk" with John but we were going to a concert so I waited. On the drive home I didn't want to talk either because..well, he was driving. So I was IMing my friend Alice from my phone.

We got to my house and I said, "Are you busy tomorrow?", and he said "I don't know, why?" I said, "I know you work early tomorrow but I have a lot I still want to say to you. I don't want to keep you out late." He started SCREAMING at me. I mean legitimately screaming, at the top of his lungs. I don't quite get it. He said, "A LOT TO SAY? A LOT TO FUCKING SAY??? THEN WHY THE FUCK WERE YOU TEXT MESSAGING THE WHOLE RIDE HOME???? GET THE FUCK OUT OF MY CAR!!! GET OUT!!!"

Then he pushed me. Or in his words, "bumped" me. Hahah wow. WOW. Then he slammed his car door on me. It's been a few days since that happened and I hadn't heard from John. I had his swim trunks at my house so today I brought them over; if he wasn't home I just would have left them with one of his roommates.

I saw him and 'talked' to him for a couple of minutes; he was furious that I was telling everyone he hit/pushed me. Oh gee, I'm so0o0o sorry for telling everybody about what a psycho you are. I left, I wasn't there very long.

After I got home I deleted him from Myspace and Facebook. You know, the be-all-end-all of our generation. He immediately started text message harrassing me, telling me to stop lying about him hitting me. He says he
"bumped" me. I said, "Is that what you call it? What if you had 'bumped' me a little harder, and I had lost my footing and cracked my head open on the ground?? You'd be in JAIL right now. You're a fucking psycho, good luck with that."

He replied back, "Good luck not being super possessive over your next boyfriend." What a fucking farce; I was NOT possessive over John. Unless he's referring to my distaste for his strip club habit... oh, damn, I didn't realize it was so wrong to not want my boyfriend staring at other chicks' tits when he was hard pressed to fuck me in the first place!!

SO, I replied back, "Hopefully the next one will actually appreciate me for the good person I am! :) Stop texting me, you're a bad person and I want nothing to do with you."

That's that. I'm so glad to be moving on; what a SHITHEAD!!! He pushed a girl and has NO idea that that is wrong! I hope to GOD he hits someone down in damn Florida and that bitch takes him straight to jail. He would deserve it. What a psychopath piece of shit. Ugh. PEACE, HONEY!!!!