:)

I have never been this happy in a relationship. I am going to go on the record, just about 2 months in (the second time around), that when they say "You just know," they mean it. I can't imagine spending my life with anybody else, and if I am correct, I will be fundamentally happy for the rest of my life, regardless of circumstance.

Our connection reminds me a lot of *gag* Jim and Pam on The Office. I am such a hopeless romantic that I always wanted to believe I had a Jim out there. I just never imagined it would be somebody I had known for so many years, and a fateful reconnection that would bring us together. The best thing is that I can see his feelings in his eyes when he looks at me, and I know that I mean just as much to him as he means to me.

I am completely, utterly, 100% in love with this man. Don't judge me; maybe this time it has only been two months but I got to know him four years ago over several months as well and we have been (somewhat distant) friends for years. I can't wait to see what our future holds for us. :)